Day 6 : List of what you ate today

Actually isn't today. It's yesterday. So, below are my list of what I ate yesterday..

• For breakfast, I ate 2 pcs of instant noodles. Whuups..
• For lunch, I went to GI and had Burger King Whooper with Mushroom and Blackpepper Sauce. Fuckin' delicious.
• Then went to Starbucks and bought Blueberry Frapphucino for me and Mango Frapphucino for my dad. Not satisfying enough. Thumbs down.
• For the dinner, we went to Bakmi Toko Tiga and it was quite delicious. Not bad..

Day 5 : A Letter to your Crush

To :      My Mr. Drunker, busy smoker, party-junkie

From : Someone who cares and loves you so much

This is a letter that I made because of you, thank you for causes me a lot of pain. And thank you for the worst and painful broken heart that you gave to me. I felt empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. I don't want to laugh because I know it's not going to help but also I don't want to cry because it'll just make me feel worse.I feel like my heart is falling apart, but not only that, I know soon my life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. I don't think it will ever end, and no matter what you've done to me, it feels IMPOSSIBLE  to stop loving you. And everyone wonders why if you've hurt me so much then why the hell I'm still loving you? This is the most counfusing part. I don't know why, I just do and you're the people who hurt me the most, and normally the ones I love the most. And I know after a few weeks, I'm finally feel a sense of relief, like I'm getting happy again but I know inside I'm just going into denial. Because being broken hearted is like having a broken ribs. On the outside it looks like nothing's wrong but inside, everytime I take a breath it hurts. I still hurs but I've learned to hide it so that's YOU and everyone thinks I'm okay when I'm totally not. I pretend to be okay and learn to faking my smile but when I'm alone at my room, and listening to the song that used to be our song, I'll be cry out loud. So now, every time I see you, I know I still love you and feel a slight tingle in my heart yearning for you to love me, screaming out but for some reason you don't even hear it.
And then I sit back and wonder how one person like you could have caused all of this.

Thank's for everything. I can't hold you any longer. I love you that's why I'm letting you go. If this is what you want, then I can't do anything. Goodbye my lover. Even if I never see you again, I'll always love you. You'll always have a little piece of my heart. I love you so much, Mr. Aidil  ;')

Day 4 : A photo of you taken over ten years ago

OMG I've been searching and searching but still I can't find this thing that I looking for. So, I just scanning from my yearbook when I was in Mardi Yuana elementary school in Cilegon. Incredibly sorry if it's a little bit blur and the worst quality but this is the only one that I can found tee-hee.

Day 3 : Your Favorite Movie

Oh yeah this is my favorite part haha. Sooo..I'll review some of my favorite movie. Check it out..

1.Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief. This movie was so worthed to watch. More, for someone who interested with Greek mythology and always pay a big attention on history lesson like me. The silliest part is when Percy using his iPod or iPhone I forgot, to see the reflection of Medusa haha. It was a nice strategy to show the sponsor, isn't it?

2. Harry Potter and Deathly Hallows part 1. Gosh, definitely I'm a big fan of Harry Potter. I've been read and watched all of the movies since I was in elementary school. This is the last part of Harry Potter (Oh J.K Rowling should really make the Harry Potter 8). But, do you noticed it? The running scene of Harry Potter movie poster is a little bit same with Twilight Saga movie poster. Uh never mind..

3. Legend of The Guardians. Considering this as a best movie so far, besides Avatar. Anyway, I'd like to listen the OST of this movie To The Sky-Owl City. You should really listen it too. You won't regret it.

Owkaaay pep's. Above all, those are my most favorite movie at all. Actually I have a looot of favorite movie but I have to go to course now, so it's enough. Catch you later, see ya!

Day 2 : Make a bulleted list of everything that happened in your day

Uh-yeah..actually today is just an ordinary day. Nothing special. But let me listed it..

• As usual, woke up, took a bath, and went to school.
• At school, my librarians teacher yelled at me because I forgot to bring the comics which I should return it today. My goodness. You see, how awful my ability to remember something? 
• I'm home from school, had my lunch because I was very starving and at 16.30 went to Primagama. Extremely exhausted, for sure.
• Went straight to home, took a nap, and here I am blogging instead of do my  homeworks and projects. Do I care? No.

Day 1 : Introduce Yourself

Just for you to know, I've been starts to joining this 50 Days Challenge that I've found on Tumblr. This is interesting so I decided to join as my sparetime filler. Anyway, please forgive me if there's any grammar mistakes, typo because my english isn't as good as the pro. Enough said, now, ready, set, go..!

My name is Yolla (that wasn't my real name on birth certificate. I loathe my last name.). My physical appearance is, well surprisingly unimperfect though nobody is perfect. Many peoples said I'm cute and photogenic but I guess it was just because I'm too lucky if I took a photos of me so the result is always seems good. But they really should take a look at photos where I'm tagged in. I'm a big fat (oh isn't) I'm REALLY confused with my overloaded weights espescially in my armpit and cheeks. I have no idea where I should throw my over calories. And one thing that's the worst. I'm the shortest girl among my babes around 150cm. Can you believe it? Ha. About my personality, I'm a little bit shy and not talkactive. Have an extremely low self-confidence. I don't judge people by their covers because I don't want people do the same with me. I'm kinda lazy and sometimes I could be very annoying. But now I'm trying to improve my basic personalities. I'm preparing myself for June's Final Exam and my university life. I've been considering to take English Literature or Physchology as my major but I'm still not sure about it. I love hunting vintage stuff's, animal print, polaroid camera and a lot of cute stuff's. What else? :3

Vintage Ads

Found this at Yay!Everyday when I was browsing through google to fullfiled my craving on awesome vintage sites. Gorgeous, isn't it? Vintage ads always catch my attention than the modern one I don't know why.

And by the way, I also googling about my favorite vintage-illustrator, Norman Rockwell. So, he was a 20th-century American painter and the greatest vintage illustrator that I've ever knew. I adores him so much. He became famous by his daily live cover creations, calendars and another illustrations. His illustrations were just so A-M-A-Z-I-N-G and vintage. I adore vintage illustrations so much, always. You know, those little girls with blushing chubby cheeks, slim blondie woman with flight attendant costume or sexy pin-up girl in swimsuits. And I prefer to read vintage advertisement than the digital one although it was came with non-colored short comics instead of digital imaging. But I love the vintage dresses so much. If I have a time machine, I'd totally love to back to 50's.

TGIF..Not Really

Today is Friday. The end of weekend, well I supposed to love this day because it means freedom. Who the hell cares with school, homeworks or even tests. But today, my economic teacher yelled at me. Just because I didn't wrote the question correctly, she'd turned out to be mad and she even hit my sleeve. My goodness. Once a day, she called me ' dumb pupils'. This is the worst day ever. I don't wanna think about it anymore. Anyway, wanna share you some captures of my stuff's. Please take a look..

My quirky school bag. I love that key chain. Bought it at ION Orchard, Singapore.

My recently polish nail.

Does it looks cute? Hello Kitty stuff's always makes me drooling.

F You Bitches

I'm telling you bitches and jerks, YOU'RE NO ONE. This is my life and my way. Don't ever intervere other's people bussiness. If you got nothing to do, just shut your fuck up and better mind your own life. You've made my friendship and my life such a mess. Just wait until karma knocks off your pride, dear you.

A Lover's Confession

I love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you, and sacrifice myself for you if you need be.

Enough to miss you incredibly when we’re apart, no matter what length of time it’s for and regardless of distance.

Enough to believe in our relationship, to stand by or through the worst part, to have faith in our strength as a couple, and never give up on us.

Enough to spend the rest of my life with you, be there for you when or want me, and never, ever want to leave or live without you.

I love you this much, R :)